
As my good buddy Minesh from the play that we just polished off and performed for the final time on saturday has said, it will be the end of an era in our lives. Fear and Misery of the Third Reich by Bertoldt Brecht is the name of the show for all of you who forgot, and it consumed our lives for the last few months. After arriving back from Europe that sunday we jumped right in to full, 8 hour a day practices. Wednesday was our opening night so we had 3 full days so recollect our thoughts, rework our lines, and try and remember all the work we put in for the month and a half before we left which is a lot more difficult than I thought. My mind was still muddled and crammed full of plane rides, even more trains, buildings clinging to majestic cliffs and the like, and cobbled italian streets. We had to change gears and fast.

Opening night wasn't as bad as we thought, considering that we were all in the theatre til 3 in the morning the night before. Most of the actors became delirious at some time around 1, and we basically all gave up at being productive. You cannot ask a person to come at 2 in the afternoon and expect them to put in good time all the way through til the morning. I was exhausted to the point of giddiness and we all were constantly giggliing at the weirdest stuff. We were there for the sake of getting the lighting set up. the next day was the show and we didn't finish the lights until 2 hours before the wednesday show. Talk about nerve wracking. As I said, it was better than we thought, which is a notch up from complete shit.
Thursday night was twice as good. A solid performance with quicker transition and a better flow. We were finally ready for friday with a truly well polished show. But as always, actors get overly confident and a tad cocky and friday the quality dropped a bit. Lines were dropped or skipped. And none of us (the actors) could get in the mood of the show, which is a very somber and depressing tone. We managed on saturday to get properly depressed before the show (ha that sounds terrible) and deliver a hands down best performance-yet. Extremely emotional and pulled out all the stops I would ahve to say. The scene were I get whipped and beaten almost to death was very convincing and I made my screams and cries just that much more piercing knowing this was the last time it happened. It was so real in fact that Aiden, my fellow actor and at the moment, harasser, actually laid the rope across my back on the last three lashes accidentally. A bit painful, but worth it for the final performance. Everyone was at their best, but I'm only talking about myself mind you as I can be as self-centered as I want in my blog. My final scene I am the "Dying Man" and I truly made my final rasping breaths everytning they could be. I've had a sinus infection for a month and tood advantage of the draining goo to make a gurgling sound and really sound discusting as my life finally faded along with the lights for the last time.

We had a sponsored afterparty that got us our own reserved tables in the acoustic room of Geisha, a really chill club/cocktail lounge place. A favorite of our producer Krystyna and a few others. Had a good time talking to all those who helped to make our show all it could be, the directors Fu and Dominik who have worked really hard and made a truly unique show. Sam the sound guy, creating some original work and lots of sound effects (breaking glass, operation room noises, dogs barking, gun shots etc.) to make a more convincing show. Pallavi, our lighting girl, who was totally green but took charge and took the reigns so well. Krystyna our producer, was definetely the best of ever seen or had. she got us so much funding and kept the entire show organized and together. truly incredible girl. There are countless others, Ecaterina our make-up girl who had the brilliant idea to paint half my face like a porcelin doll that was shattered and blood ooozing through and a black eye. Looked amazing, just check the pick, and she drew some sweet tattoos on the guys. Kat, our stage manager, Brynn our "third director" and shop man building some of the set along with Lisa and other folks who worked hard on thsi show. My fellow castmates were a great bunch. Minesh, Aiden, Julia, Sarah r. and Sarah S. So proud to work with all of them, and we really made a special show never before seen by the world.

So I am now a free man. I already miss the play three days later. It was something productive to do, and though frustrating at times, it was worth every hour, and I met some amazing people. I have more time than I know what to do with, but it is always funny how much time flies and how less efficent you become with it when your time is less occupied. A busy schedule is always a better thing to have, it truly is, and I am actually stressed less. Back to volleyball and choir and school being my time fillers. At least now I can focus on the people in my flat, (ate supper with the whole gang for the first time in quite a while) and get to know my city for a final run around in this last month.

Occupational Disease...

The Jewish Wife. I am so pissed off right now! Another second and I kick that luggage like a tool.

Awww, this is one of the only full cast shots we have besides some more formal ones I couldn't get my hands on yet.

Charity Begins at Home, Sarah offers a very, very disgusting barfing performance in about two minutes when we leave the stage.
Minesh: Threateningly-"What does he say then?"

This is the beginning with the cool lighting behind our backdrops

Minesh, as the judge in the Judicial Process, slowly becomes tied up and turns into a sort of puppet to all the "conflicting interests" of the people surrounding the trial and those in the SA. Sweet idea, you had to see it in person. Both these guys do some of there best work as characters in this scene here.

And the ladies, Synchronized vanity work. Putting on makeup doing the exact same motions at the exact same time as the Jewish Wife. Most entertaining part of the show, I hear.